Yew….! You again, SAM!

Hmm…last week I was busy like h***, I think I’ll continue be in this way next week.

I got a lot of tutorials and homework havent done, thanks to my 2 ccas…esp SMC, reali killing me though it’s act fun…

I am nominated as Vice Pres cum Secretary of AC Primers but my officer hasnt approved it, he said muz tell him y the others decided to let me as VP cum Sec. I think he wants to know that we reali know what we are doing and be sure with the decisions made. O maybe its just a usual procedure of deciding the committee board.

Wanna run for the SMC oso but not as ambitious as in Primers I guess…But reali dunno what position do I want to do.. And it’s quite scary bcz I juz join, seniors sure duno me so they wun believe me I guess….

Lets come back to my personnel life… Crush is owes crush, most of the time the guy that u like doesnt like u at all, that’s what my friend said to me. So how shall I move on?? Shall I forget about him? How? Keeping myself busy??? Ahh…duno… Sometimes I feel that I am quite desperate haha…but not very over la. I juz want to have bf, wanna experience it… Mayb a bit kiasu oso, most of my frien got bf o gf le, so I feel like I am lagging behind. But I duno how to find chance de and nobody act confess to me…ahh…I think I am not cute enuf ba…that’s y no guys interested in me…hmm…

Act this time right, I knew that he wun like me de cz he is vr vr vr busy and I think my character is not his cup of tea..furthermore, he needs to study and I oso need to study. the worst thing is he knew I admire him…ahh…..sigh…. So now I duno how to move on. Shall forget about this and go back to my boring life?

I think I am vr different from my secondary sch self. My secondary sch self was the kind if I like a person, even if he knew it, I would act like normal..but this time, I am actually scared to face him…Since when I bcom so shy??? I tot I m owes brave?? Haha…

I am curious….does anybody know me so well that he or she noe exactly what I feel and think and my response to some things?? People keep mis-interpret what I am thinking about….

Act I am afraid that he thinks I do some things purposely jz to get near to him…bcz I think I am not the one who will purposely do this kind of thing, I think it’s a bit extra…Mayb I think too much, mayb he din think tt way o mayb he couldnt be bothered, haha….Fan nao shi zi zhao de, esp 4 me who tend to think too much…..

Dun want to care anymore la….if nobody confess to me b4 25, I think I go and be a nun ba….haha…

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