Yew….! You again, SAM!

Finally! Promos’ over!!!!

Seriously, since dunno when I dun hav anything to say on this blog..

My another blog oso was abundoned for dunno hw long alr…

I seem to think that this is not a gd way to express wat do i  feel….dunno, jz feel tt y shld i talk abt things tt r confidential for ur close friens here. Bt if nt, den izit u jz report wat u hav done these days?? Wat for???

Ppl jz want to fulfil their different needs, i guess… Tt’s y though havin a blog is sort of a trend bt there r ppl nvr hav 1..

Well, b4 promos there were a lot of things happened, ppl might hav new idea of who reali am i and i, myself, oso realise tt i am nt a gd gal as wat i think i was. Bt im tryin to b wat i think is a perfect person…bt again, ppl can nvr b perfect.. so… as long as Im holdin my own principles and values, even if I do wrong, I’ll realise my mistakes and ake some changes..

Lookin back, the things tt hav been passed this year r still vr shockin to me.. who knows I’ll get into all those things? Evrthin hav changed, I hav grown up, being immune to wat ppl has felt of me unlike my old self; parents hav became cute in the sense tt my pa seems to allow my bro n i havin partner.. haha, I think he shld worri 4 my bro la… I think I shall not get married b4 my bro does, wuahahaha… n I still need to search myself more b4 I start a relationship, hmm… mayb nobody lyks me oso on the time being, so i dunnid to worri much haha…..

Mayb bcz of my past experiences, though I hav bcom a more confident gal, there’s still time when I lose my confidence.. den i will try hard to prove myself tt Im nt as bad as wat i think. Bt e more i try, e more i lose my confidence. n i owes lose confidence when i think tt nobody likes me (nt BGR bt among friends) I realise tt u act dunnid to prove anythin, wat for? u r juz wastin ur tm. When u believe in urself, enuf alr… believe in God, if u r a religious one. For a christian, no one’s jugdements can b compared and superior to God’s jugdements on u. So y care 4 other’s opinions on u??

There muz b a reason y u r livin in this earth, y u make clever and stupid decisions, y u do this, y u do tt… understd e reason, u’ll feel a lot better. Dun feel bad jz bcz u think u r stupid, ugly, being inferior o watever.. They r nt important as wat u think.. Think of wat strengths u hav tt u think make u different fr e others, be thankful for havin tt particular strengths den u’ll feel better.. there r ppl hu dun understd u, dun wori, one day they will understd u, giv them time..

And 1 more thing, know hw to appreciate ppl’s beauty and strengths without feelin jealous is sth tt vr hard to achieve, tt’s y ppl criticize. wat is ironic here is ppl hu criticize dun want to be criticized… n ppl hu owes said treat the others lyk wat u wish them to treat u as, they selfishly treat the others without puttin themselves into the others’ shoes; eg, if they themselves think they dun mind ppl do irresponsible things, they unconsiously giv themselves an excuse to be irresponsible..

All these i would think I am talkin to my own self bt nvrtheless I wan to share with u o…

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