Yew….! You again, SAM!

Hey, everybody!!!! (though not sure if everybody is reading my super ?? blog.. haha… :P)

Sigh… boring hols not only make a person to think a lot, can drive a person crazy as well… well, I am the product u c… haha…

Hmm… I watched a lot of TV and the issue that can owes catch ppl’s attention is romance.., love… I get confused already, how to know u love the person? Wat will u do to the person u love? U know I owes say 2 my friens that love to my understanding is wat u choose, u choose to commit to a particular person, u choose to stay with the person no matter wat happens to the person….

I dunno…. somehow I just get confused by the dramas… haha…, I know u will say ‘hello, this is dramas, y do u believe in these fabricated scenes?’ Yeah, I know but u oso cant deny that sum parts r close to reality rite? Sigh.. confused man…

But then I realise that I feel insecure easily… I am like want to rely on a person but dare not to rely on too much, scared that I get hurt and dun like the feeling like I cant survive without the person… haha… modern woman… *vomit* Actually I think cant rely on a person fully oso, like my father owes complain I rely too much on him…

Especially in terms of relationships with ppl, omg, seriously I think… sigh… Okie… I admit that I am quite sensitive, so if there is sumthing that seems wrong I feel insecure… last tm got a frien said I m too talkative n ppl dun like it, then I became quiet, dun dare to talk happily in front of ppl… I think later on oso bcz of the exams, I din feel like talkin too much alr, except my gd frien, jess.

Oh, I read my friend’s blog last time, omg, she’s vr open to the extent that she writes wat exactly she feels in her blog… wuahaha… itz not goin to happen 4 me, though wat I write here of course is wat I want to share with my friens, I wun open my heart entirely in my blog… well, or else I feel insecure u c… haha.. Hmm… but her blog is a bit too sweet for me(for sum parts)… haha..

Hmm… shall apologise if I let sum ppl down, hehe… well.. shall say I m still immature… haha… hopefully nobody thinks that I let him or her down though I think I did…

Erm… last thing I want to say is… trust urself u can do it, do feel lack of confidence… do acknowledge u have the ability but not denying it… when everybody thinks u can do it!

C how lor… c how my almighty God leads me…

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