Yew….! You again, SAM!

Yohoo!!!! Exam’s over!!!!

Actually m very tired, haha… cz ytd din sleep well n long enuf… today summore sit for math exam… then went watch movie with classmates… haha.. quite fun today..

At first we were at jurong east entertainment… my frien super like ice skating so they went to watch… I joined them ltr cz gt meeting in sch… Then we had free lunch at KFC bcz we were asked to do a survey for their new product… haha.. quite lucky rite… currently dun reali want to spend lots of money, thank god I had a free one today…

Then we went plaza Sing to watch a movie called V for vendetta?? duno if i gt e name correct.. Itz a movie with good content I wld say cz I was lyk havin gp lesson watching dis… I used to watch those comedies, u noe that kind like brainless one… haha… Then I tot, izit when we grow up, the movie that we watch oso got to "grow up"??? Haha… kinda heavy for me but itz better than the last one… Saw Chareli and Shi Wei oso!!! haha…

Then we went heeren and far east to shop till ard 6… haha… met tian boon…

HAix… this yr i owes gt mood swing.. dunno y?? cz too stressed alr??? duno…

AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

Things are jz getting more and more complicated….

MAn…. I feel stressed…. haha… suddenly feel very down… how?

Today is quite fun… I went to Jess’ house to do phy exercise.. Ate tang yuan there, ate dinner there, shot her sis… haha… It was reali fun and interesting to be with her family…

I…. sigh…. got RED EYE!!! haha…. dunno what happen but my right eye juz became a bit red… lack of sleep? I dunno… maybe got dirt inside haha… ytd watched a dvd, wow, at the end of it I looked into the mirror, I looked like juz cried, both my eyes were super red…Today the security guard offered to put eye drop on my right eye but I rejected.. haha… feel weird…

Hmm… how??? I feel down, bored, tired, stressed, sick, sad……. sigh….

Kinda miss my friends in my old hostel… oso those in jb….

This year seems to be extreme.. extremely busy, extremely tired, extremely uncontrolled life(??) haha….

Pressurised myself again and again, seems to have no end, why my life has become like that?

Luckily the sch is not very boring yet.. haha… the relationships among my classmates is interesting, lucky Im an outsider, haha… shall not say anything more cz will be killed eventually..

Just received prize on Founder’s Day.. Got 80 dollars worth kino book voucher.. gotten a1 for chinese ao in that afternoon as well… hmm… this exciting event made me happy in the morning, as a result, I felt tired in the afternoon… what happen to me? Just feel that Im tired for everything… can just let me off? haha..

sometimes feel like crying though… but I have not yet cried like crazy… the tiredness oso made me feel like fainting.. but looking at my friends, they are oso sufferring… sigh… what a year..

Yesterday, dear geri advised me not to push myself too hard.. yeah.. think  I push myself very hard just to get what I want… at the end.. dunno la… my relationships with ccamates seem to be weird… maybe my characters are just not their cup of tea? Im seriously tired…. Maybe I owes have this mistake that I owes think I can control what I have in life but it doesn’t… hmm…. jz glad that there are ppl still befriend with me..

Exam is coming soon, the preparation is like not yet in full steam.. how? and not very happy about it oso bcz I cnat have my hols!!! I want my hols!!!

Very confused about  something… When shall we know the whole pic? why when time goes by when we know a person longer, the relationship will change? the changes make me feel uneasy and unsecured… Sometimes will get better, sometimes will get worse.. of course better is good but the fear of worse is greater… sigh…

And I dunno shall I let sum1 I dun reali know come into my life?? I think I sumhow want to be protected in the world I m familiar with and I love… Bt this means I m cutting off the chances of getting to know more friends… dunno la… too protective of myself alr… dun reali want myself to get hurt… sigh…