Term exam is coming soon…
This year seems to be extreme.. extremely busy, extremely tired, extremely uncontrolled life(??) haha….
Pressurised myself again and again, seems to have no end, why my life has become like that?
Luckily the sch is not very boring yet.. haha… the relationships among my classmates is interesting, lucky Im an outsider, haha… shall not say anything more cz will be killed eventually..
Just received prize on Founder’s Day.. Got 80 dollars worth kino book voucher.. gotten a1 for chinese ao in that afternoon as well… hmm… this exciting event made me happy in the morning, as a result, I felt tired in the afternoon… what happen to me? Just feel that Im tired for everything… can just let me off? haha..
sometimes feel like crying though… but I have not yet cried like crazy… the tiredness oso made me feel like fainting.. but looking at my friends, they are oso sufferring… sigh… what a year..
Yesterday, dear geri advised me not to push myself too hard.. yeah.. think I push myself very hard just to get what I want… at the end.. dunno la… my relationships with ccamates seem to be weird… maybe my characters are just not their cup of tea? Im seriously tired…. Maybe I owes have this mistake that I owes think I can control what I have in life but it doesn’t… hmm…. jz glad that there are ppl still befriend with me..
Exam is coming soon, the preparation is like not yet in full steam.. how? and not very happy about it oso bcz I cnat have my hols!!! I want my hols!!!
Very confused about something… When shall we know the whole pic? why when time goes by when we know a person longer, the relationship will change? the changes make me feel uneasy and unsecured… Sometimes will get better, sometimes will get worse.. of course better is good but the fear of worse is greater… sigh…
And I dunno shall I let sum1 I dun reali know come into my life?? I think I sumhow want to be protected in the world I m familiar with and I love… Bt this means I m cutting off the chances of getting to know more friends… dunno la… too protective of myself alr… dun reali want myself to get hurt… sigh…
