Saturday, April 15th, 2006
Hey there, I am back in Msia!!!!!
Haha… due to this I din manage to celebrate easter in my church haha….
Well…. I cant help it…
But this does not mean that I dun feel grateful that the God, my Lord has sent His beloved Son to save us… Thank God..
Sigh… m not reali disciplined at home… I din do much of my hmwork…
Din study at all….
N get distracted a lot by com n tv….
Haha… that’s e side effects of stayin in hostel…
N…. get distracted by sum stupid qns la….
I am lost…
Losin my identity…
Forgettin who I am….
Thinkin if it is good to be alone? If it is good to be vr independent that u dun nid ppl’s accompany? Or showin that u nid ppl’s accompany, showin that u r weak, cant help but to rely on sum ppl?
Sum ppl r jz weird… vr weird… when the chance hasnt cum, they ask, "What it has not cum?" and get vr worried abt it… But when it cums, they juz escape from it… claimin not mentally prepared…
now have a vr strong urge to compose a story, haha….
Of cz the theme is love story… or else it would be quite borin for ppl like me…
N for ppl who like to imagine a lot, like me… itz a gd remedy for a borin life…
Recently, most of the tm.. I was reminded how wonderful love is…. But is it true? I believe, the choice lies on us… Itz us who decide if v shld get involved.. even if it may be ideal to u… but the fear of the unknowns may keep ur feet from movin forward… How do u know, he’s e one? I dunno…so I hesitate… e wish to obey God… is strong…
How wonderdul love is? yes, u get joy, laughter, satisfaction, happiness… at the same time… worries, sad, hurt…. They say itz e process that make it special, may it be a happy or sad relationship…
evrday do maths….. sigh…. I got the PASSION!!! haha….
Life is jz gettin more n more borin… goin to sch is nt as interestin as b4… bombarded by piles of hmwk n preassure…. nw can reali feel the pwrful of peer preassure… haha… n that is in terms of hmwork… well, again? quite borin rite…? tt’s how my life goes…. hmm… hope there’s sum changes tt can get back my passion for life?
Lastly.. haha.. have faith in God…
